Monday, October 7, 2024

Struggling

I have been struggling lately. 

The first few weeks of school, until recently, I was struggling with the adjustment of going back to school. I was finding it very hard to keep up with my training. During the summer, I would do my repetitions at night time before I went to sleep. It became a part of my bedtime routine. It was working very well for me. However, this changed when going back to school. By the end of the day, I would be feeling so tired and burnt out, that I found it difficult to train. 

But in the last few weeks I made the switch from doing my repetitions in the evening to doing them in the morning. I wake up a little earlier, and do my pushups, sit-ups and form reps before I get ready for school. This has been working very well number wise. I have been on top of completing my repetitions. By doing them in the morning, it leaves me feeling accomplished before my day even starts. 

Even through I have been physically doing my repetitions, I don't feel like I have been doing them. I've been struggling with training mindfully. Which sucks to say, because I just need to change my perspective. But I have been really struggling with this. I don't know what to do to fix it. 


Push-ups: 11,854

Sit-ups: 8,118

Hand Form: 637

Weapon Form: 707

Sparring: 512

Kilometers: 625.1

AOKs: 531

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